NOT GOOD ENOUGH!

     Truth is, it doesn't matter how many fucking times I try, how many times I lie to myself. Truth of the matter is, I'll never be good enough for anyone. 

    I'm not the girl you bring home to, the girl you make sweet passionate love to. No! I'm the on you'll talk to about it, to make me feel better, the one you'll talk up a big game n make me believe it's all true. While all the while I'm the one you'll have the dirtiest thoughts n desires with, the one think of all the dirtiest n nastiest kinks you can possibly think of. 

    

    I guess it's my fault, because in my pursuit for love n to be loved, I'd do anything for it. Even if it makes me uncomfortable, even if it hurts, I'd do it. Even if I'm not in the mood, you'd never know it, I'd be up n ready like a puppy ready to go just for you. Because I want you to love me, because I want to be good enough, just for you. 

Lucky you, you'd get anything n everything from me.